05 July 2016

from whom seven demons had gone out

for six demons, and for seven, my lips will never be silent
the first is surely the possession of a womb
            that reminds one too much that the original watery abyss
            was nothing other than God’s womb
            through which God drew forth life
            wet and screaming
            into its good – no, very good – imperfection
                        until earth itself became the womb for God
                        compressed into the uterus of a teenage mom
                        not too small a place yet too big a task      
                                    for a woman –
                                    yet there she was, round with kicking child,
                                                who etched the words “God was here” on her insides
the second and third demons are surely the breasts
            the former the promise of a land flowing with milk and honey
            that nourished our own ungratefulness as we became
            self-assured, confident in our own gods
                        the latter the nurse-mother Paul, who for a moment
                        forgot that masculinity was the key
the fourth is the mind
            that refuses to be bound by convention
            as judges of Israel, waging war on all that is unholy,
                        until their fathers required their lives because of a vow
            as she said it didn’t matter who called her bitch or cunt or whore,
                        her name “beloved of God” mattered more
            as she stood with the command “Go and tell,”
            as she preached in Rome
            as she told the executioners she would defeat them in her life
and in her death all the more
the fifth are the hands
            smooth and soft
            gnarled and worn
            that taught, baptized, and healed
                        unsung throughout history, despite the promise that the story would be told
                                    in remembrance of Her
the sixth is the kitchen
            which was not the better part
            yet women were told they could not be part of the better part
                        for the better part of history
locked in the kitchens, not allowed to follow, and simultaneously judged for their choice
the seventh is silence
            the message that will not, cannot, get out
            because society focuses on the seven demons

                        rather than the command to Mary, “Preach.”

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