15 February 2014

The Rhythm of a Life

It is said… and Jesus makes your life way harder. Two weeks ago, we began reading the Sermon on the Mount. Still on the mountain, as the crowd nods and grunting in agreement with his words, Jesus decides it’s a good time to talk about the law. It’s all well and good when Jesus is blessing the people who I think should be blessed. It’s all well and good when I get to be part of the city on the hill, part of the salt of the earth, part of the light of the world. And then Jesus lampoons us. Jesus, who was suppose to come to save us, who was supposed to help our lives be a little easier, a little more comforting, a little more hopeful reaches into the core of the law to reveal the depths of our failures to keep it. How many of us have gotten mad and relished our bitterness? How many of us have made commitments – to a spouse, to a friend, to a child, and not been faithful to them? How many of us have ever said we would do something and then – for whatever reason – not been able to follow through? How many of us, if we were really listening to this sermon, would find a way to quietly slip out the back, unnoticed? I want to. I don’t want to see the mirror of my failures staring back at me, accusing me, the relentless voices reminding me of all that I can never be.

When the commandments are just about not doing things: not murdering, not committing adultery, not taking the Lord’s name in vain we can almost convince ourselves that we can keep the law. But Jesus makes these commands a lot more complicated by indicating what this means we should do. Rather than teaching us a way to avoid death, Jesus teaches us a way to live. Living, as it turns out, is a lot harder than avoiding death.

It is a life of confession.
You have heard it said, do not murder. But it isn’t really about not murdering your neighbor; it’s about finding a way to live at peace with them. Living at peace is more than refraining from anger and insults: it’s about seeking reconciliation when your brother or sister is angry with you. Sometimes, it’s a lot easier to wait for the storm to blow over, to call after a couple of weeks after everything has cooled off than it is to take a deep breath and say, “Was it something I did?” Luther complicates this even further. In a sermon on the fifth commandment, he says: “‘Not to kill’ means not to kill either with the tongue or the hand, or with a sign or in one’s heart… For to have rancor in one’s heart toward a neighbor, or to laugh in one’s sleeve when he dies or has bad luck, is also to kill one’s neighbor.” Further, he says “If he is hungry, feed him, if he is naked, clothe him, if he is in prison, visit him, and so on; otherwise, you are guilty of his death.”[1] Not killing our neighbors is one thing; contributing to their livelihood and well-being is an entirely different one. It removes us from our focus on ourselves and places us in our neighbor’s stead.

You have heard it said, do not commit adultery. But it’s not just about not committing adultery; it’s about faithfulness. Not cheating on your spouse is a lot different than putting effort into loving your spouse. So often, it seems our efforts are mostly to maintain relationships, to keep them going, to put just enough effort in that they survive. It’s not just about being faithful to your spouse; it’s about being faithful to your community; it’s about faithfulness to God. All of these relationships are intimately linked. A caveat: this is – by no means – meant to advocate that people in unhealthy or abusive relationships should remain there. Rather, this is to advocate for participating in the creation and maintenance of healthy ones. What does community look like when we love and cherish those with whom we are in relationship? What does community look like when we help each other love and cherish their relationships? Not committing adultery is one thing. Being faithful to loving and cherishing those around us is altogether different. 

You have heard it said, do not swear… It’s not about not taking the Lord’s name in vain; it’s about being a person of your word. It’s about humility and recognizing that – so often, our words fall flat, we fail to live up to our best selves.

And so we confess. We acknowledge that we willingly and unwillingly participate in sinful systems that do not have our neighbor’s best interest in mind and that we cannot unbind ourselves from these.

But, after the confession, the absolution. Having said the confession and heard the absolution so many times, sometimes it doesn’t really sink in that these words do something. These are words that point us back to life that refuse to let us remain where we are. These are the words that remind us that it is not about how many things we get right or wrong, but about the grace that abounds out of Christ’s love for us.

And after the absolution, we turn to Scriptures to remind us of who and whose we are. These are the words of a God who has always worked through flawed humans, whose determination to save us continually overpowers our determination to turn away. This is God’s “Yes” in the face of all of our “No’s.” God’s “Yes” in Christ determined the end of the story, the echoes of the promise reminding us that we are not identified by what we do, but rather, we are identified by what God does on our behalf.

Scripture leads to a Confession, but this time, a Confession of Who God is: The Creator of all that is, seen and unseen; the Redeemer who brought all of creation into right relationship through taking all that creation is into himself and giving to creation all that he is; and the Sustainer who continues calling, gathering, and enlivening the church to this day.

Confession of who God is leads us to Peace with our Neighbor. And so we share the peace, not as a formality or as an interruption of God’s word. The peace is part of God’s word, spoken to a reconciled and redeemed community even as it struggles to live into that reality. The peace is a proclamation that we live in the world as it is, but we do so in light of Christ’s reconciliation.

And Peace leads us to the Feast. Communion is not simply a dead ritual, rehearsed week after week; it is the proclamation that God has come to us in Christ and that Christ continues coming to us. It is the proclamation that God’s Word, the Incarnate Logos is out loose in the world. It is the reminder that we carry with us Christ’s body and blood to a world who hungers and thirsts for love, for reconciliation, for peace.

And the Feast Sends us out: you are the proclaimers of this message, the preachers of this strange good news that seems so odd yet tells the truth about who you are and who God is. And how is this good news proclaimed? By contributing to the wellbeing of your neighbors, by loving and cherishing those around you, by being a person of the Word. Christ has determined to not let you define life as the absence of death; rather, life consists of participating in God’s own life, for the sake of the world.


[1] LW 51:152

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